ku tak akan menyerah

Randomly..

Maybe, it has became a habit for me, bring my phone to bathroom and play shuffle song, sing like "freaky one" while i'm washing all my clothes.. ahahha.. A bit crazy maybe, but i think music can decrease my "stress" to wash hahaha.. (Until this time, i can't trust my clothes to laundry. Although, there will be time i can get "huge" amount of my clothes, it'll be better to wash them by my self. Hahaha..)

So that's the prolog. ^^

And, yesterday, i did my "washing ritual".

Suddenly, this song was played.

A song by Jonathan Prawira, Ku Tak Akan Menyerah

Dalam segala perkara, Tuhan punya rencana

Yang lebih besar dari, semua yang terpikirkan

Apapun yang kau perbuat, tak ada maksud jahat

Sbab itu kulakukan semua denganMu Tuhan

Ku tak akan menyerah, pada apapun juga

Sebelum ku coba semua yang ku bisa

Tetapi ku berserah kepada kehendakmu

Hatiku percaya Tuhan punya rencana

It threw me back to the memories of my last year in senior high school. Ya, almost five years ago.

All i remembered is listening this song while i had my "modes" in the class. I and Cate as my tablemate used to play this song in our mp3. And, even both of us sang this song in the Sunday fellowship in the dorm (Persembahan pujian). Yupp, this song is really meaningful for me until this time.

Dalam segala perkara, Tuhan punya rencana

Yang lebih besar dari, semua yang terpikirkan

Five years ago, in this day, i was in Medan. 

We went to Medan to have SIMAK UI. Yupp.. I remember that we arrived in Medan about 12 a.m., April 10th, 2010.. 

We were waiting Armel's parent to take us. And, we greeted a happy birthday to Marlina after a moment we realized that it had been April 10th in the roadside.. ^^ Hhahaha.. That moment was so "something".. I don't know that they're remembering it.

Yupp! We got in to Armel's house and directly took a rest. The next day we celebrated Marlina's birthday.. Ya, we couldn't study anymore.. Hahaha..

Then, it was the day.. We had SIMAK UI..

And, after we finished them, we promised each other not to discuss them.. Hahahaha "Udah ga usah dibahas" And, after that, all i remember is "ICE CREAM" >o< Yuhuuuuu..

Apapun yang kau perbuat, tak ada maksud jahat

Yup, God want me to study more, i failed in SIMAK UI. Then, thank to GOD, the next test i got Accounting USU. My parent told me that it had been enough, "Sudah nang, ambil aja Akuntansi itu." 

S'bab itu kulakukan semua denganMu Tuhan

But at the time i remembered that Bu D. Sitepu. "Kalau berdoa, jangan selingkuh!"
Actually, i didn't know exact time i want that major, and after many consideration, i decided to take the major.

"Kalau berdoa, jangan selingkuh!" 

When you pray for one, don't pray for another one. Just pray for it and only it, because the answer can be "yes, no, or wait". Then i told my parent that i was going to take the last test, and they said "Ya nang, ham ma, doa kami besertamunya selalu apapun keputusan yang kau ambil."

Ku tak akan menyerah, pada apapun juga

Sebelum ku coba semua yang ku bisa

Ya, i took the test. And, it's only by HIS grace, i can finish my four years in Management, finance concentration.. I thank GOD, i'm in HIS care.. ^^

Tetapi ku berserah kepada kehendakmu

Hatiku percaya Tuhan punya rencana

Me in five years ago and me in today..

So, what have i experienced along this years?

All i can say is "HOW GREAT THOU ART"
So, i still have a long journey ahead. Ya, i won't give up, surrender to HIM, and believe GOD has great plan, always.. My journey is only from HIM and through HIM and for HIM.
^_^