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November 16th, 2014

It’s Sunday.. How wonderful is this day, reminds me how He always care every detail of my life.. Hard to believe, i went to the Sunday service at 5.30 a.m. Actually, i didn’t get much sleep. I just thought for some things, too much thinking i think. 

But, i really thankful for His word today.

Zefanya 1:7 

“Berdiam dirilah di hadapan Tuhan ALLAH! Sebab hari TUHAN sudah dekat. Sungguh TUHAN telah menyediakan perjamuan korban dan telah menguduskan para undangan-Nya.” 

The Sunday service was about eschatology. Wait for God’s time, and we must be faithfull until the end. 

Even, my daddy sent this in his message:

Mazmur  27:14

“Nantikanlah TUHAN! Kuatkanlah dan teguhkanlah hatimu! Ya, nantikanlah TUHAN!”

Not coincidence. Remind me just to wait in God and stay in faithful.

It was March 16th, 2014. After we had Sunday service, we went to Balairung.  Actually, i didn’t remember too much for what he had said. What i remember is all about how hard the life as a doctor, the girls that he liked, so on. He also said “Woman’s heart is like autumn”. He talked about “freedom”. What?? He said i can choose to wait and whatever.

Arghh, actually at the time my stress came out and i had suddenly headache.  

He is the first one, who says that he wanted to be serious in to this relationship. God, seriously this man.. Really, i wanted to cry at that time. The moment when he said “Aku mendoakanmu..” Oh man... Betapa bersyukurnya aku saat ada anak-Nya mengasihi aku. Honestly, no one never confess to me like him (ya lah, ga pernah ada yang nembak gua hahahaha). Visi yang sama di mana hubungan “pacaran” itu adalah dari Tuhan. Di usia ini ga boleh main-main lagi la untuk sebuah hubungan. Harus sudah dipikir matang-matang.

But, one thing for sure, that i really thank God for him (until this time). I don’t wanna lose him. 

The moment passed so fast. It’s been so long since that day. Many moments. Really grateful, God.

Friday night. I wanted to message him. But, this woman’s ego stopped it. But, God is really understand His child. Yesterday, it was such a heavy rain day. I was in Crystal of Knowledge and waited for the rain. And, ♫♫ the sweetest surprise (MLTR). It was him. He asked to meet up. Thank God.

From the distance, i saw him. I stopped for while. What’ll we talk about, that was in my mind.

  

..to be continued..